Month: November 2023

I’m superrr duper grateful for my older brother Andrew. He has been there for me more than anyone. He supports my delusion more than anyone has ever. When I was doing really bad in school and struggling he was there to help me and I had a shoulder to cry on. When my parents would fight he was the one to distract me from it by playing with me or talking with me so I wouldn’t be able to hear them fight. When it came to boys and they treated me badly he was there to tell me that I’m better than them and that I could do so much better and I didn’t need boys to rely on when he was there for me. I am also grateful for my cousins because they have heard me out so many times and when I needed someone to talk to they were there. They understand me so well too, it shows that they actually care about my feelings or opinions. I am sooooooo grateful for my boyfriend, he always calls me before I go to bed because he knows I struggle going to sleep so he would talk to me about our “memories” of when we see each other or the first time we met. Even though we do argue about a lot of tiny dumb stuff we always find our way back to each other and apologize for the way we acted. My cats mean a lot to me too, they have actually seen it all, my cats always sleep next to me or beside my head which is so comforting because sometimes I need that comfort. I appreciate so many more people too but these people are the people that mean so much more to me.

I am an otter and I’m fighting for my life. My name is Julietness and this morning I woke up to my brother chewing on my log. MY LOG. His chewing was so loud that I could most likely hear it from a mile away. He sounded like those critters that would come camping with their owners. They had four legs, 2 ears, a mouth, a nose, a tail, and are furry with eyes(it’s a dog). My brother(Julian) wouldn’t stop so I took MY log away from him and then he started fighting me like if I was his biggest opp he had ever seen. I grabbed him by his neck and tried drowning him but it was a fail because before I even put him under water he pulled my fur and I had flew the opposite way of him. I yelled at Julian to stop pulling out my fur about 5 times before he actually listened to me and stopped. My fur was all over the water, I was scared to look at myself in the reflection of the water. Moral of the story is to never ever fight with my brother over MY piece of log.

This month I had read a book called allegedly by Tiffany D. Jackson

The book allegedly is about a black teen girl named Mary. At the age of nine Mary is falsely accused of murdering a white three month old baby(Alyssa). She then gets put into baby jail for six years and at the age of fifteen she then gets put into a group home. In her group home, there are 5 other teen girls who are murders and try to hurt Mary multiple time because they think that Mary really did ‘‘murder’’ Alyssa. Mary’s mother, Dawn Cooper has mental illness and struggles to take care of Mary. When Mary was growing up she had to take of her mother, instead of Dawn being a mother Dawn is the child and Mary is the mother. In the story it mentions that Mary would take care of the bills, rent and many more things that Dawn was not mentally prepared for but Mary was. When Mary was young she had a little brother named junior but junior ended up dying in his sleep while Mary had been taking care of him. Dawn had a boyfriend named Ray, Ray would abuse Dawn and Mary. One night he tried to get into Mary’s bed and tried raping Mary and in Marys defense she bit Ray. Ray didn’t take that lightly so he told Dawn that he was just ‘‘tucking’’ her in and telling her goodnight. Dawn didn’t believe him but she had too. They ended up prescribing her medication that Mary did not need. Saying that she needed mental help and can’t control her temper. They didn’t go to a actual hospital, they had gone to Rays friend who was a ‘‘doctor’’. Junior was Rays child so when he found out that junior died in his sleep, he went wild. He abused Dawn so bad that she had a black eye and multiple bruises. Mary mentioned that, that was the worst he had ever hit her mother. During the group home Mary ends up finding a boyfriend named Ted, she ends up getting pregnant by him. Later in the book Mary decides that she wants to keep her baby and in order to keep her baby she has to reopen the case. Reopen everything from her past to keep her baby. Many times through out the book I tried to believe that Mary didn’t kill Alyssa, in the last few pages of the book it slowly starts to say that Mary did really do it. Overall I really enjoyed reading this book it does sound very realistic and could happen but what I liked about this book was that it made me realize that if you really wanted to change the way you live is that you will and you will have to put so much effort and energy till it makes you so tired you wanna give up but you don’t. Mary is my favorite character because she is so strong mentally, she protects her mother from going to jail and puts herself in jail bc they wouldn’t go as “hard” on her in jail. She is one of the most forgiving person so far in any book that I have read. In the book Allegedly my favorite quote is “And then my whole universe had opened up and he became my sun.” The reason why I like this specific quote is because it reminds me of how much my siblings mean to me and how they are my whole universe.

I have been granted three wishes! My first wish would be to buy my mom a house, pay for everything that she has ever wanted, pay off all her debt, and make sure that she never has to work another day in her life. My second wish would be to have all my siblings live with me. My third wish would be to have as many cats as I would want to have and to have money to pay for all the necessary things my cat would need (cat food, water, liter, cat toys, and cat house.)

I would want to be twenty four years old forever. I would like to be twenty four because I feel like that is a perfect age from not being too young or too old. I could have a job and be able to go out with my friends and be able to have a good time. By the time I’m twenty four I would want to be a foster mom and to adopt kids. I would want to have a partner and get married at twenty four. I could be able to explore the world when I’m that age and have time for a lot of things. I will be able to drive and go on road trips with my foster children. My younger brother will be twelve years old when I’m twenty four and I would be able to take him out with his friends, give him money, and drive him places.